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[18 Jan 2005|11:48am]
words don't seem to come so easy
when I need them oh so badly
here's to playing tug of war with my vocal chords
maybe I can give this another
shot or sing about a broken
heart, or immitate the way it feels
if this was happening for real

this distance seems closer
when you shove it in my face
this moment has left me with nothing else to say
I'm losing my interest with these empty pages
they're torn they have frayed edges
this dusty book
is botheres by my rusty eye and I can't see
no, I can't breathe
put me on the next page outta here
to live forever on this paper
capture this void and fill it with the frenzy in my voice

killing time by drawing face that stare back at me from the margins
in a sea of 8 and a half by elevens
I'm drowing in...
treading through run on sentences
and sinking into empty text
ill swallow the salt
and spit a few dry words out

this distance seems closer
when you shove it in my face
this moment has left me with nothing else to say
I'm losing my interest with these empty pages
they're torn they have frayed edges
this dusty book
is bothered by my rusty eye and I can't see
no, I can't breathe
put me on the next page outta here
to live forever on this paper
capture this void and fill it with the frenzy in my voice

no matter what I say, no matter what I write here I'm sick of always lookin at this page with a blank stare
you never seem to know, and they never seem to tell you
words don't always come as easily as you might want them to [2x]

throw this paper into fire and take me with it
just take me with it
throw this paper into fire, into fire, yeah
throw this paper into fire, into this fire
throw this paper into fire and throw me with it
just throw me with it
7 truth. :seem strange,

[17 Jan 2005|02:04pm]
and in you, i see beauty in the world.
but beauty is more than skin deep...
its the way you love me.
and how i love you.
seem strange,

[11 Jan 2005|09:41pm]
maybe its because you were my biggest mistake.
and my greatest love
that i hate you so much.

maybe its because you hurt me in unspeakable ways.
and i let you get away with it
that i hate you so much.

maybe its the way you said you loved me.
and i loved you back
that i hate you so much.


or maybe its just because, god has been way to good to you. and you haven't deserved one second of it...
2 truth. :seem strange,

[09 Jan 2005|10:38am]
8 truth. :seem strange,

[08 Jan 2005|07:31pm]
HAH. i d k.
seem strange,

[06 Jan 2005|03:33pm]
and its beautiful.
how nothing ever seems to change
yet time stands still
ill just have to wait
but you make me want to be
more like you
its a -beautiful- thing
truly within.
but ill never let your eyes leave mine
and for the last time
ill tell you to hold on to what you've got
because its all you'll ever have
and in you i see myself
a bitter heart with no regrets
other than the lost love
that once was
so -beautiful-
3 truth. :seem strange,

[04 Jan 2005|05:28pm]
and in the heart of my summer
he'll turn the lights down low
and a song that plays over and over again
will finally make sense to me
but ill never let you go
because you make waking up
worth its while
and your smile could fix a hole
as deep as the earth goes
but never underestimate the power
of love
becausse that song will eventually stop
and the lights must turn a brighter shade
and the summer will end
and nothing is for certain



nothing is for certain.
<3
3 truth. :seem strange,

this is for marc. lol. [03 Jan 2005|04:57pm]
Boredoms in the bathroom shaking out the loose teeth
Sally's in the stirrups claiming her destiny
And nobody nowhere understands anything
About me and all my dreams
Lost at sea
Jack it up judy set your heart alight
Mayfair mistress of the satellites
Misspent youth- faking up a rampage
To hold off the real slaves
Paid off and staid
And what you never knew
Can never get to you
So fake it
I'll be your stumbleine
I'll be your super queen
And make you
Jukebox fuckup hanging round the drugstore
No matter what you say he'll be back for more
Mommy's in the manger with the little kids
She's got her reasons, got my forgets
Of tears and idle threats
Misplaced
And no matter what they do
They can't get to you
So fake it
I'll be your stumbleine
I'll be your super queen
And make you me
Come around ruby I could never sleep alone
4 truth. :seem strange,

[27 Dec 2004|04:35pm]

mmmm. delicious.

...be hot.

 

<3

 

 

from jimi-  everyone should add punxinskins to their LJ because i'm the guitarist to that band and Aaron too coz he sells windows

pat and phil catch butterflies by the creek.

 

psh

2 truth. :seem strange,

[21 Dec 2004|11:00am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

merissa and i need to kidnapp patrick.


im so not kidding.

3 truth. :seem strange,

[14 Dec 2004|08:39pm]

i challenge you all to smile at someone tomorrow.

thats all it takes, you can change a life.

 


"...your love for one another will prove to the world that you are my disciples..." Phillipians 45.

 

seem strange,

[07 Dec 2004|11:47pm]
if you didnt just watch the LaGuNa BeAcH season finale...
then i can't be your friend anymore.


i cried. yes, unfortunately. it was so super sad tho. then KRISTIN of all people had to be on MTV's little special thing...ugh. ste-PHEN! right teller :) hah, dude that girl makes me so mad...

the previews for next season look gay but ill watch. psh its no fun without trey, lc, lo and stephen so don't even try. :)
4 truth. :seem strange,

[06 Dec 2004|07:47pm]
so what happened to my storybook ending.


i hate when someone you trust and love...betrays you.
2 truth. :seem strange,

[24 Nov 2004|12:10am]
tonight was cute.

hehe.

pat and phil are my two new favorite people.
sarah teller got me pizza.
shes hot.
she likes to play 'horsey' hahah.
pat sleeps like a 3 year old.
phil doesnt like laguna beach. at all.
donnie darko never ceases to amaze any of us.
na na notorious.


thats all i have to say about that.

<3
2 truth. :seem strange,

[14 Nov 2004|09:46am]
i do believe im going to hang out with phil tonight.

psh what a wonderful idea.


okay now back to bed...
6 truth. :seem strange,

[09 Nov 2004|04:16pm]
i feel like screaming at the top of my lungs and breaking something.
2 truth. :seem strange,

[05 Nov 2004|11:20pm]
i do believe that tv/movie stars are becoming an lj obsession.

psh.

but what the fuck do i care...i love adam brody :)
2 truth. :seem strange,

[24 Oct 2004|09:24pm]
sometimes i wish that it would take your life away.

but i love you. and i dont want to lose you...




i just wish i liked you.
5 truth. :seem strange,

[21 Oct 2004|05:38pm]
When the sun came up,
We were sleeping in,
Sunk inside our blankets,
Sprawled across the bed,
And we were dreaming,

There are moments when,
When I know it ends,
The world revolves around us,
And were keeping it,
Keeping it all going,
This delicate balance,
Vulnerable all knowing,

Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would,

Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would, you would...

Sing me something soft,
Sad and delicate,
Or loud and out of key,
Sing me anything,
Were glad for what we've got,
Done with what we've lost
Our whole lives laid out right in front of us,

Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would,

Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would, you would....

Sing me something soft,
Sad and delicate,
Or loud and out of key,
Sing me anything.
2 truth. :seem strange,

[21 Oct 2004|02:33pm]
slowly the pen touches paper
in the guidance of the words that you write...
memories for words of the things you once did
and who you have shared them with...
is somebody thinking of you.
seem strange,

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